How far have I've come to find my self

    How far I've come

For me school has always been a place to learn and fun. During my childhood days, I donot remember crying for not going to school due to love for the school . 

     

       

      I was born and raised in Chitwan, Nepal. The place where I called it my home. I still do remember, when I was a small little boy I used to go to school with my siblings and friends being hopeful of learning new experiences. Seeing other children having same age as mine is a whole new experience and playing with them gives my heart a pleasure.  After completing  grade 1, we all moved to city area of chitwan. For the first time in my life, I was able to see so many buses, bikes moving on the roads and the tall buildings felt so new and exciting to me that couldn't be explained.  Coming to new school and making new friends was not difficult because we were twins. We got attention from friends and teachers that really made me feel special. Studying at that point was not difficult.  Even without struggling or focusing on studies I did pass my exams . 

          This new school was huge as compared to my old school, Big playground, huge classes and libraries which fascinated me. I studied till grade 4 then we moved to  new school . This school was little different due to its gardening.  Though the school was small than the previous one but the environment was more peaceful and relaxing. Again we got attention for being twins from teachers and friends.  But I started noticing after grade 8. The system of teaching .

       I realized the priorities of teachers towards toppers and average performer. Focusing so much to the topper has always been there for the teachers due to which the lack of interest developed in my mind. Since shifting to this new school has changed my mentality.  I've become more quite, shy and introvert student. I remember not being so much shy when I was at previous school. Since grade 1 I'm a average performer students but at SEE I managed to get A+ in overall results due to consistent of practice and tuition. Now,recalling those moments makes me so happy as well as so emotional because I've come a long way. Also there's along way to go before I sleep. I always try to get better than my past . Always try to realize of my mistakes and learn from it. Today is the last day of 2020 .so who ever reading this blog I just want to say that we've come along way and there's so much to come more. We just need to be hopeful and be prepared for everything what life has to offers . I believe of not giving up is the key to sucess.

And to my younger self Never doubt on your ability.  Just because you're quite doesn't mean you're dumb. You're smart and you know your worth than others. Continue  to spread love and happiness to others.

 Also,Happy new year to all of blog family. Hope this year brings the prosperity to everyone's life.🙏🙏🙏🎉🎉🎊🎊